HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEANNA!

LOVEYA LOADS MY BABY SISTER ;D

Decided to dedicate today's post to my lil sister as its her 7th birthday. She prolly wont even be able to see this but still (: Made this huge chocolate chip oatmeal cookie as her birthday present, hope she'll like it! Me and Al will be picking her up from daycare later to bring her out for her lil birthday treat, afterwhich when parents come home, we'll be bringing her out again for a birthday dinner and this time we're gonna let her order for us. Hahaha! Hopefully she'll enjoy everything we planned for her! :D But for now, i think i'd better finish up some holiday homework. Havent touched it since two weeks ago i think :O

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CAMP LIONS 2010

Team Asoka!:

Mabel

Xinyi

Eugene

Yi Wei

Nicole

Dylan

Huang Yi

Li Ying

Daryl

Wen Shi

Shaun

Camp was MEGA AWESOME! Made lots and lots of new friends, learnt many new things and received plenty of good advice. The people there are the best kinda friends you can ever find :D I can't exactly describe how i feel after the camp but i definitely find a changed person in me and its a good change (: Hopefully i'll be able to keep this up. I deeply thank everyone who has organised and planned this camp, it was a great success :D Oh and also thanking my team mates for being patient and always encouraging me, especially with my troublesome asthamatic condition. As you can see, i've specially mentioned you guys up there (: Love y'all! Oh and beach party on 10th July. ALL MUST GO! Yeaaaaahhhhh! :D

CAMP LIONS FTW!

This is terrible. Since World Cup started, I've never stayed up to watch the matches except tonight. And it just so happens to be the night before camp. Instead of getting as much sleep, I'm wide awake eating a pizza bar and drinking..carrot juice? Lolol. I feel like such a glutton cuz I actually planned to eat mac 'n' cheese later during the 2.30am game. Unhealthy much, but who cares, I'm happy. Hahah. As for tomorrow, chilled coffee should be able to keep me awake like it never fails to do during school days(: Alrighty, imma sleep for about an hour then wake up to catch sexy French guys vs hot Mexican dudes. Oh yeahhh (;

Relax, take it easy(:

I find it really amusing when I hear how people gossip like a bitch behind someone's back but in front of them, they act like they're a really good friend and treats them really nicely. Come on man, make up your mind. Either you're a real friend or you're not, don't act like you're nice to them to get info then bitch behind their back. You've got the guts to bitch then say it in their face if you dare. Don't be a sad hypocrite who only bitches for the sake of having something to talk about or to gain attention. Hahaha! It's real pathetic y'know. I see that happening around me and I'm like thinking: 'Dude, don't even try that with me. I'm not a fool' (: Whether you do it knowingly or not, I don't know and neither do I care. But next time if you do wonder why you're kept in the dark about certain things, you'd know why(;

First I was afraid, I was petrified. Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side. But I spent so many nights thinking how did me wrong and I grew strong, I learnt to carry on. Go on now, walk out the door. Don't turn around now cuz you're not welcome anymore. Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with 'goodbye'? You'd think I'd crumble, lay and die. Oh no, not I. I will survive, as long as I know how to love, I'll stay alive. I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give. I will survive.(:

MIKA LIVE IN SINGAPORE!

14 June 2010

The concert was freaking awesome! Everyone was really hyper and everything. What a shocking surprise from parents(: Photos and videos will be uploaded on facebook.

Woke up really late today, had POA tuition afterwhich i went down with Miss Susan and we bought Magnum Gold to try it for the very first time. It was really gold man :O Like, when it melted a bit, the chocolate bit outside was gold-ish and it was a lil shiny. I was quite shocked cuz i didnt expect it to really be gold. LOL. Did a bit of math in the afternoon, napped, and now i'm uploading everything. I shall sleep early tonight cuz my eyes are reeeeally painful. Its been hurting since yesterday afternoon ):

Truth be told, my problem's old.

You mean the world to me but you'll never know.

You could be cruel to me, why go risking the way that i see you.

Hahaha! Pink's cool. Love this vid. \m/

Sup bitchez.

Havent posted in a while, so here's an update(: This is my last week of grounding, thank goodness! And tomorrow's also the last day we have to go back to school for remedials. But of course i'd still need to study study study like freaking mad. I wish there were more hours in a day. But then again i know its cuz i get so distracted with stuff so i always can't get much work done. Gotta figure out how to stop myself but its hard.

Well, a few weeks have passed and i'm still trying to cope. Emotional chaos and shit. Its like, i was a complete mess for i dont know how long. Then i found myself not caring anymore but the more i thought about it, the more angry i became. Angry that I had to go through the same thing again, angry that i gave in too easily, angry that i allowed myself to be weak again and the list goes on and on. And sometimes it doesnt even bother me at all. Its quite weird really. Its just a huge squiggly knot of emotions which i can't seem to push aside. Kay well whatever, i'm just hoping i'll break outta this someday. Pinning my hopes on the upcoming camp to get over this emotional rubbish and really have some fun.

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Who says I need you anymore? I could really do without having to live up to your goddamn expectations just trying to please you. I'm sick of constantly worrying about whether I please you or not. Not putting names or leaving clues here, but if you think it's you then step aside and go soothe your guilty conscience(if you even have one) while I move on with my life.